How was everything recently?I am worried about you,Let me talk something about myself.I continue work everyday and i am afraid the time when finish it.I speak with you online before but now the life without you is not funny,how can make me feel better ?Only memory^^This summer is very hot weather,that's quite crazy temperature and today maybe have thunder.
I can imagine your life must be very bored but we can't choice ,i need you know my heart going with you to everywhere.
Yesterday is chinese valentine's day,I am lonely.I remember you told me you have a very romantic idea for this day ,but now...euh,I spend this day by myself ,I visit the xinjiekou street which we walking over there many time,memory had been recalled strongly,I am so missing you.I desired the next valentine's day we can get together,how about this idea ? baby.Kiss.
I received the email from daddy yesterday,I am so glad he take the message about you.I really hope I can see you as soon as possible,I will waiting you if you still love me and don't want stop our relation.I can told everybody that i have a boyfriend eventhough we are not together now ,i am not single.I will be right here waiting for you ,never change.I need you told me you don't want continue,not daddy .i can't understand exactly what's the meaning in french,i need you told me if you want stop.But i hope no.
The day after day went so slowly ,but it can't change my feeling for you ,I can't stop missing you every moment.I was see our picture everyday and recall the memory,I am so sad,did you miss me when you have time?My heart is serious broken,it can't repaired.
Now what expected is receiving the email which daddy send me to telling something about you,but lastest mail all is bad news,i still looking forward to your information.I know one year and four months is long time,how is everything for you baby ,i want know all about you.What could you did everyday ? or the life is boring ,but i wished you still love me and have confidence for future.I believe what you have told me ,i expect the future which you had description.Don't forgot I love you,I waiting the day you come back and never go away.
I will writing blog to record what happened for me ,and when you have choice to visit this blog you can understand what i did during these days.Don't be afraid ,I am with you forever.
1th.Aug.2011.I will remember this day forever ,,I hear really bad news ,I can't recept,who can told me why ,I waiting you two month and now is the date we together, baby ,I miss you so much ,can you speak with me ? Can you send me email,,thanks daddy very much that he told me what happened ,you know I can't read french,with translator i can understand meaning but not exactly,I am really worried about you.I am eager to talk with you about the fact.
It's quite hard these days without your information,I can't sleep in the night,I have many many questions with no answer, did you want i waiting you sixteen month or something else?I don't know what should i do the next.The hope with disppointment is so cruel,you are very not sweet for me :(
Now i can't do anything only waiting ,i want help you but i don't know doing what.Can you feeling that ? really depressing mood,very!!
i am so contradictly this days,and what's the love outcome.sometimes i think love is the important thing in my life but doubt whether is true,or just you have good feeling for a gay? That's fabulous...i expected love and on the contray i afraid of that,compared with bread and love ,as i see maybe bread can give me more sense of security, and without love if it the best cake of the world that must be dont taste good.. It's not what i want.In fact,every girl dreamed oneday a prince will riding a white house bring the love and bread for happiness life,me too. But i know it not easy for find and it's impossible. Because of this,i looking forward to a nice gay who is my Mr.right,,can give me the true love and never away of me, we can builing The Love House together,we can created so many big bread,eventhough it not the best ,but it must be appropriate for us..Merely of all,i waiting....